I know the top is there...I just can't quite see it. Living in this limbo is getting to me. I am short with my kids. To much noise puts me through the roof. I am trying to be positive and I know the Lord has a plan for us, it is just the not knowing what the plan is...I am a planner.
I am trying to keep our days filled with normalcy, yet it seems I can't keep up with my despair. My Mom ask me why I haven't been blogging lately and I guess my mind is just too scattered. I think of things I want to say, but by the end of the day I am weighed down.